everyday we start from zero
Hello and good day,
It's hot here in Malaysia and I'm dehydrated. I've been thinking about how sisyphean our lives are. Everyday we need to eat for energy because yesterday has depleted ours through sleep. Everyday we need to shower because our sweat glands secretes a lot under sultry heat. How we live everyday is how we live our life. How we live our life is how much we're gonna regret on deathbed. Maybe one day, or some day, there must be a thing we are proud of. Our decisions aren't tied down to anything but pure desire to pursue happiness.
Living off greek yogurt and frozen grapes, I've been thinking about my writing, and the not so distant future of tomorrow. Something for sure I'll need to eat and drink and take a shower and feed my cats. Sometimes I work on my Substack, read my 800+ pages vampire novel (on page 560+), take a nap, write short stories, waiting for publisher replies, like a cycle of doom but not really. By how aware I am of the situation, I guess I do like this phase in my life. Some parts of tomorrow start from zero and I don't mind.
rambling,
reesa